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I miss home.

This trip is less than 4 weeks, but I feel as if I had been away for 4 months.

I really miss Daddy, Mummy and my home.

I am not able to control my emotions properly. Work, life, my health...etc etc...everything adds together and I feel as though I will breakdown soon.

I need to go back to my 'habour' and 'shelter'. To refresh, rest and relax.

I will be the cheerful and happy Evelyn again. Also to be a better person for myself, for my family, my frens and Anh.

Simplicity

Merry Christmas :)

Through this festive season, I realized that a simple life is a happy life. No need fancy dresses, posh restaurants, expensive dinners... Christmas can be just as enjoyable :)

I just need my family, close frens and A with me. I feel very contented and happy. Everyday is Christmas, everyday is New Year!

Thanks A.

I'll Still Love You More

~~ Lovely song...by Trisha Yearwood
Ask me how much you mean to me
And I wouldn't even know where to start
Ask if this love runs deep in me
And you won't find a deeper love in any heart

You could say you couldn't live one day without meY
ou could say all of your thoughts are about me
You could think no other love could be as strong
But you'd be wrong
You'd be wrong

If you say that you love me
More than anybody
Than anyone's ever been loved before
As much as you love me
Baby, I'll still love you
Baby, I'll still love you more
I'll still love you more

Ask me just what I'd do for you
And I'll tell you I would do anything
Ask if this heart beats true for you
And I'll show you a truer heart could never be

You could say there's not a star that you won't bring me
You could say there'll be no day that you won't need me
You could think no other love could last as long
But you'd be wrong
You'd be wrong

If you say that you love me
More than anybody
Than anyone's ever been loved before
As much as you love me
Baby, I'll still love you
Baby, I'll still love you more
I'll still love you more

And for every kiss
I'll kiss you back a hundred times
And for everything you do
I'll just do more
And for all the love you give
I'll give you so much back you'll see
Got so much love for you inside

If you say that you love me
More than anybody
Than anyone's ever been loved before
No matter how much you love me
Baby, I'll still love you
Baby, I'll still love you more, yeah
I'll still love you more
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Yes, I'll still love you more, A.

It'll be a lovely and splendid day!

Merry Christmas :)

...

A soccer match lasts 90 mins. You do not know the final score until the final whistle.

A day lasts 24 hrs. You do not know whether you are really happy until 12 midnight.

Today is not such a good, beautiful day after all.

Happiness is back :)

I feel happy.

I dunno why, but this week, ever since Monday, happiness is back. I don't swing between happy and sad easily, I don't cry or tear easily, I don't cling onto my phone, I don't feel anxious and insecure constantly. I will keep this good mood going and going... ^_^

Many things happened in the past weeks. My emotions went through a roller coaster (like the King of Roller Coasters at Mt Fuji Theme Park > steep and high). Suddenly, I am no longer a little girl, who waits to be directed and taken care of. I must think and choose the path to take, be responsible for my decisions.

Thank you, to all those who have helped me. You know who you are.

Thank you, A ah.

Loving' You

Today is a better day. I woke up and feel loved.
Just like this song...

Lovin' you is easy cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all i wanna do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
And everything that i do is out of lovin' you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do

No one else can make me feel
The colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime
Cause lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day my life is filled with lovin' you

Lovin' you i see your soul come shinin' through
And every time that we oooooh
I'm more in love with you
La la la la la la la... do do do do do

Thanks A. For everything.

I Love Cooking

Recently, I love cooking.

I would go to the supermarket every Sunday, load my cart with lotsa vegetables, meat, chicken. eggs etc...and then I would return to my apt and pack them into my fridge (it's getting too small for me...i miss my 2-door fridge at home).

Then I would actually sit down, with a notepad and pen, and begin to plan the menu for the whole week. I even have a book in which I write down recipes as I go along, I get lotsa help from Mummy and Nai Nai.

Last Friday, I felt 'ready' and asked Truc over to my place for cooking and dinner. This is what we have done:

Chicken, vege and tofu > laid on top of an omelette. I got this idea when I watched TV and they were introducing Teppanyaki Tofu. I do not have the hotplate with me, hence mine is Ceramic Plate Tofu. Nevertheless, it was yummy... :)


Truc fried a fish, because its my favorite! Fried fish is the only food which I would never cook myself, because...I cannot fry a fish :P Anyway, I love the soy sauce with ginger and spring onions. Whatever i request, my Nanny would cook for me ^_^

Yummy dinner!!