Tis' the season to enjoy

Its Friday before Christmas. Hohoho..meaning I had to clear work today, else bring work home over the wkend :P Heehee..hard to say..depends on wat activities i have over the wkend bah...

Flipping thru the newspapers, I realized that there are many parties, late-night shopping, new movies etc. Hmmm...happening? Do ppl feel that joy and love is in the air? The skies are getting clear these days, with little/no rain > maybe Heaven knows that Christmas is coming and we need good weather to enjoy the lights and parades. Hmmm..I am beginning to feel the season's warmth and love. Tis' a season to give love and joy and to receive some in return. :)

These days, I am discovering more and more of myself. How weird..as if I din know myself for the past 23 yrs. Haha, but i feel that I have 'elevated' to a new level of self-being. Used to demand a lot, think a lot, and made a lot of unnecessary communication, this caused a bit of destress among my family and frens, as they felt 'overwhelmed' by me. Once a fren remarked that I need too much attention and not all ppl can take it. Being the little girl I was then, I blatantly ignored her words and continue to be who i am.

Nowadays, esp since I stepped into the working world, I realized that a lot of things just won't nicely happen the way I want them to be. Sometimes things cropped up, changes had to be made (even last min) and caused disruption of plans. Did I get angry/fed up? Surprisingly (to my own surprise as well), I did not. Took it quite well and was still quite pleased. I realized that some things are unpredictable, wat will come will come, everyone has their own things to do and its virtually impossible to suit ppl's timing all the time. Communication is must but not necessary everyday. To me, this is growing up. More independent, more objective and understanding. I am adamant not to make the same mistakes again. Even Mommy was proud of me this time! Hahaha!! ^_^

Though i am more mature now, I am still a young girl at heart. Heehee, which means, I am still girlish, bubbly, smiley, cheerful, optimistic and as usual, no bout of unhappy things can make me frown!! Hohohoho :)