Life is a satisfaction when you find pleasure in little things.

A new realization on my part :)

I will logon to 6park.com to read if I wanna relax/have the time during work.

One more post before I knock off today:

<悄悄的走过>

当一个人开始回忆时他就已经老了。
也许每个人都不曾年轻过，
因为我们都背负着深重的记忆，
也许自在的真的只有似梦一般的飞花，
而人总是踟躅的。
岁月的风尘之中，
幼年的记忆已经如风中的碎片一般飘零四散，
在泥土之中沉落，再也无法寻觅到他的痕迹，
记得原来看过周国平的一本书《风中的纸屑》，
这本书的名字却很震撼，
记得有人说过生活本身便是一本书，
那么我们经历的种种过往是不是也将如纸屑一般零落呢，
抑或生命本身便是个不断遗忘和创造的过程呢。

An extract that I like

I read this post on 6park.com. It was illustrated with lotsa drawings and look something like Jimmy's comic. Too bad i can only cut and paste the words, not the illustrations.

<爱情也许是最忧伤的童话>

或许，只有在难得最远的时候
才能把曾经走过的那段日子看得最真切、最清楚

放弃一个很爱你的人，并不痛苦
放弃一个你很爱的人，那才痛苦
爱上一个不爱你的人，那是更痛苦

若是有缘，时间、空间都不是距离
若是无缘，终是相聚也无法会意
凡事不必太在意，更不需去强求 就让一切随缘吧

逃避，不一定躲得过
面对，不一定最难过
孤独，不一定不快乐
得到，不一定能长久

失去不一定不再拥有
可能因为某个理由而伤心难过
但，你却能找个理由让自己快乐

相爱无非是要快乐
两个人不能快乐，不如一个人快乐
两个人痛苦，不如成全一个人快乐

爱，是一种感受，即使痛苦也会觉得幸福
爱，是一种体会，即使心碎也会觉得甜蜜
爱，是一种经历，即使破碎也会觉得美丽

有些失去是注定的，有些缘分是永远不会有结果的
爱一个人不一定就能拥有
可，我就是抹不去你在我心中留下的点点滴滴

爱一个人不孤单，想一个人才孤单
静静的想念，孤独的享受
放开天上的云朵，抛开遗留的誓言

喜欢一个人，失去了，就像丢掉自己心爱的物品
虽然遗憾，但是不会痛
爱一个人，失去了，就会留下一个伤口
永远都会隐隐的痛

不要因为寂寞而错爱
不要因为错爱而寂寞一生
有一种思念叫做沉默
我们之间，我的内心深处
那一份感情，从此不会再提起

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Haha, dunno wat to put as title le..so i ....... and ya, i m blogging during work again! Haha!

First thing first, Daren won PSS2. Haha, i wasnt exactly impressed by his performance last night, it wasnt as good as in his previous performances la, but i still like his image, the 'bad boy' look, yet so cute when he smile and most impt, his renditions of the songs. Quite enjoy myself last night! Heehee :)

Next, had a fun outing with dear dears on Sat. We had a swell time, singing K, eating, chatting, drinking and laughing. Haha :) We also agree to do that every month, once a mth regardless how busy we are! Haha :) More pictures to be posted soon (i'll do that at home later).

Decorated my house with CNY ding-ding dong-dong too. The whole house is red red and pretty now, but this yr, the decoration process was not as fun as last time, coz Mom is in a bad mood again. Sigh, since I went home on Sat, she wasnt so happy. I went out from 1pm to 11pm le. Kept to my curfew of midnight and it was a girls' day out, so she shld not be unhappy wat..dunno where i did wrong again...*scratch head*

Hope CNY comes soon..

Love of my life

Seems to be stuck @ work today, every where also dead ends, every where also hit the wall...getting calls asking abt technical clarifications, getting impatient responses. Ya..its hard being the in-betw person :P

Frens, imagine a sandwich... You know 2 slices of bread, in between with ham, tomato, cucumber and lettuce etc? Well, i m the 'ham' now, while the 'others' are the bread!!!

Thinking of this, brings me to my tution. A colleague asks me, why am i working when i can survive on tution? Haha, ya hor, coz tut is unstable, this yr 'forecast' is gd does not mean next yr will be the same le. This yr is gd, coz i have 6 Sec 4 students and some little ones. Teach all of them at one go on Sun morn is very economical for me. Haha... i count my blessings for this.

Did a test once (forget wat is it called), and the results shown that i m cut out for creative jobs, such as art, media etc. Hahaaa..looks like i m in the wrong job!

So what is the love of my life?
1. Communication with inspired individuals, who teach me more things in life and society
2. Travel and enjoy the culture, enjoy the air overseas, enjoy the food and people there
3. Literature, always dream of going to Beijing/Tsinghua Uni to do a degree in Chinese Lit. Not this boring technical engi work...wait till i find a soulmate who would support me!
4. Work with people. not machines and equipment, endless budgets and ppl who would save little money for high amt of risk. Even when i shop for my things, i dun own every dollar and cents.
5. A carefree job, but with high exposure and a wide social circle. And ppl who dress up, look good on the outside and think hard on the inside.

Hmmm...a bit fickle hor..but i want to be true to myself, what i like and not wat i shld do. GRRRRRRRRR......I want to get out of this rut!

Beautiful Love?? (haha.Beautiful Mood la)

Hmm..i m in a beautiful mood this week. Seems like there is really sunshine/rainbow after the rain. :)

Humans are such interesting creatures, sometimes our moods can be really down in the valley, sometimes can soar to the sky. What an extreme! Aunt Angela always said i am a happy girl, always smiling and cheerful, so i shld not be bug down by unhappy things. When we face problems, we shld not hide and push it aways, we shld try to face and solve the problem at once, then it wont accumulate :) Oh dear, i am so glad i have her advice and constant support :) Plus her wonderful fingers/hands who gave me desirable complexion and wonderful detox body :P Haha

Yeah, i m in a beautiful mood. Have all the activities lined up already. Spa, hair, facial, shopping, more lunches/dinners with dear frens etc, all these b4 CNY! Haha, plus I got a nice set of VCD to watch, hair is behaving itself (haha, meaning the curls set really nicely after i roll them), nails not breaking (meaning i can have long nails during CNY), body is healthy and weight is low etc...haha...little things can make me so contented and happy. But to think of it, what other big issues i have to worry?

Thank you Heaven for helping me thru the difficult period and all the tears are gone now. Thank you to my dear 'supporters' and frens :) *muacks~hugz~*