Read in Sunday Times yesterday that one must really love one's job and have a deep passion for it. Because you must face this job for almost half a lifetime, perhaps clocking 10-12 hrs a day doing it, and lets face it: work definitely takes up a large portion of our time.
I feel cornered... i dunno where to continue, where to walk, where to turn to..slowly the realy world and society is making me not smiley anymore. The working environment is not healthy for nurturing young ppl, with ZERO experience. But i cannot deny that there are nice ppl here who are willing to teach/share if u ask them. But some ppl are simply detestable, trying to make life difficult for you if they dun like u. Sigh, i feel trapped suddenly, and for the 1st time in my life.
I feel that i m doing something which i dun like. How do u know if u like ur job or not? I m blur, lost my direction. Or is this a bottleneck? I dun like to sit at my desk all day, facing endless quotations and specs. I like a dynamic job, vibrant and changing. Some thing that will allow me to communicate with ppl, feel the world moving, feel the hype and the vibe of society. Perhaps i m really not cut out for engineering, more suitable for a PR/marketing/communication job. Perhaps its time i see the 'real' me and face up to wat i really wanna do, and not wat i must do.
I feel trapped in my job, which i must face at least 8hrs a day.
Monday, October 09, 2006
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