To be happy

I decided today. This morn, right now, 9am. I want to be the Happy Evelyn i used to be.

Since 17th July, I became a scheming, think too much, grumpy and not so happy person. I dun like it. I want to be the old me, the always smiley (i still am now, but less often). Work change a person and makes he/she mature, more scheming, grown-up, perhaps more moody, unhappy. I refuse to be like that. I refuse to fall into this baseless trap. I want to grow up, be more mature, but the childish, innocent, cute and happy side of me wont disappear. I will merge and incorporate these two different personalities.

People always say, character and personality wont change. My happy and cheerful disposition will not fade away. Heehee, in fact, i m trying to bring happiness and cheerfulness to this boring boring office, where everyone only has 1 expression: BLACK BLACK FACE, w/o a smile. Even the 'big big brother' > when i said "Good Morning" to him just now, he gave me BLACK BLACK FACE. Nvm, its attitude problem.

Frens! Lets not be unhappy anymore. Its a transitional phase from study to work, hence we must have a window period to get used to it. However time will pass, and we shall support each other and get used to a new life together.

Today, my colleague, XH, who came to office tgt with me, is leaving. Tmr is her last day, and she is joining a US consultant firm as an env engi. Heehee, so tonight we having girls' night out! I guess we will take lotsa pics later and i will psot them tmr.