Sunday, January 28, 2007

Monday, January 22, 2007

A little ray of sunshine

This morn was off to an awful start: I had another bout of lecture at 745am. Ok, out to make my life miserable ya...

But I was still in high spirits!! ARSENAL 2 MAN UTD 1 !!!!! Ok, you shld have guessed it by now..I am a soccer (Gunners only) fanatic. But hey hey, i am not guyish ok, still as womanly as ever, and i do not curse/swear during matches. Hoho :) I just adore the Gunners, their sleek passing, flowing movements, graceful and pinpoint passes, with their population of youngeters who posses brain and brawn, and of coz, they are guided by the "king" -- Henry. Woah!! :P

Today, i managed to eat some solid food, my first proper meal in 3 days. Have not been eating since Sat, and I only survived on water and some mouthfuls in betw. Cant really eat and I am not on some crash diet ok..Just that my mood and atm do not permit me to eat. With harsh words, dagger sharp sentences, misinterpretations and unreasonable reasoning, i guess no human can eat properly, unless they are deaf..haha :P Weigh myself y'day: 65kg only. Dropped another kg. Ya,,ought to be happy la, but its v unhealthy coz i dun eat and of coz i lose weight!

I pray to Heaven to give me strength and sanity to get through these times, to help and guide me along the path.

Come to think of it, ya, my fault la. But i apologized, repented and blah blah already, so why must harp on it? Those ppl who know what happen, u tell me, is it such a big issue? Got so serious or not?!?!?!?? Some just do not understand my basic character and way of doing things, in short, they do not trust me. What an irony!

But i am thankful that in difficult times, when simple things seem impossible, one person will always stand by me (a lot others do too, but not always), and guide me along patiently but firmly.

Thank you, Daddy. You really have my utmost respect and I love you very much :)

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Weary and tired

Phew..i'm really weary and tired. Din know i can actually type this post.

Sats and Suns are so 'happening', violent, noisy and chaotic, resulting in gloomy. Ok ok, i know..stop moaning and get a life mah! Everyone will tell me that, they do not understand my situation. Yah, got more impt things in life to go abt mah, but the emotional pressure is more than the physical pressure and its really tiring.

"子非鱼,焉知鱼快乐乎?"

你非我,你怎么知道我的痛,明白我的日子? 若不知道,你又怎能评论我呢?

够了,真的够了。

Friday, January 19, 2007

品味26種愛情經典

1.不要為了寂寞去戀愛, 時間是個魔鬼,天長日久, 如果你是個多情的人,即使不愛對方, 到時候也會產生感情,到最後你怎麼辦? www.6park.com

2.不管多大多老,不管家人朋友怎麼催, 都不要隨便對待婚姻, 婚姻不是打牌,重新洗牌要付出巨大代價。 www.6park.com

3. 感情的事基本上沒有誰對誰錯, 他(她)要離開你,總是你有什麼地方不能令他滿足, 回頭想想過去在一起的日子,總是美好的。 當然,卑劣的感情騙子也有, 他們的花言巧語完全是為了騙取對方和自己上床, 這樣的人還是極少數。 www.6park.com

4. 和一個生活習慣有很多差異的人戀愛不要緊, 結婚要慎重, 想想你是否可以長久忍受彼此的不同。 www.6park.com

5. 在要求對方必須是處女的時候, 想想自己是不是處男, 如果是,你可以, 如果不是,你憑什麼? www.6park.com

6. 不要隨便和別人上床, 否則將來遇到一個真愛但他潔身自好有原則的男人, 你會後悔當年的所做所為。 www.6park.com

7. 不要因為自己長相不如對方而放棄追求的打算, 長相只是一時的印象, 真正決定能否結合主要取決於雙方的性格。 我見過的帥哥配醜女,醜女配帥哥的太多了。 www.6park.com

8. 離婚率高至少反映了好壞不同的兩點, 好的一點是人們的觀念已經趨向人性化, 不再為封建思想而禁錮自己, 壞的一點是對於婚姻的輕率。 沒想好結什麼婚? www.6park.com

9.只會讀書的女人是一本字典, 再好人們也只會在需要的時候去翻看一下, 只會扮靚的女人只是一具花瓶,看久了也就那樣。 服飾美容是做好一個女人的必要條件, 不是主要條件。 你還需要多看書。 這樣你會發現生活更加美好。 www.6park.com

10.草率地結了婚已經是錯了, 再也不要草率地去離婚。 先試試看,真的不行再離也不遲。 www.6park.com

11. 經常聽說男人味女人味, 你知道男人味是一種什麼味道, 女人味又是一種什麼味道嗎? 男人味就是豁達勇敢, 女人味就是溫柔體貼。 www.6park.com

12. 魅力是什麼? 魅力不是漂亮, 漂亮的女人不一定能吸引我, 端莊幽雅的女人我才喜歡。 所以你不用擔心自己不夠漂亮。 www.6park.com

13. 初戀都讓人難忘,覺得美好。 為什麼? 不是因為他(她)很漂亮或很帥, 也不是因為得不到的就是好的, 而是因為人初涉愛河時心裏異常純真,絕無私心雜念, 只知道傾己所有去愛對方。 而以後的愛情都沒有這麼純潔無瑕了。 純真是人世間最為可貴的東西。 我們渴求的就是她。 www.6park.com

14. 初戀的人大多都不懂愛, 所以初戀失敗的多。成功的少。 結婚應該找個未婚的,因為誰都喜歡原裝。 www.6park.com

15. 男人有錢就變壞, 是的,很多男人這樣, 不過,一有錢就變壞的男人就算沒錢,也好不到哪裡去。 www.6park.com

16. 天長地久有沒有? 當然有! 為什麼大多數人不相信有? 因為他們沒有找到人生旅途中最適合自己的那一個。 也就是冥冥中註定的那一個。 為什麼找不到? 茫茫人海,要找到最合適自己的那一個談何容易? 你或許可以在 40歲時找到上天註定的那一個, 可是你能等到 40歲嗎? 在 20多歲時找不到,卻不得不結婚, 在三四十歲時找到卻不得不放棄。 這就是人生的悲哀。 www.6park.com

17.和聰明的人戀愛會很快樂, 因為他們幽默,會說話, 但也時時存在著危機, 因為這樣的人很容易變心。 和老實的人戀愛會很放心, 但生活卻也非常得乏味。 www.6park.com
18.有的人老是抱怨找不好人, 一兩 次不要緊,多了就有問題了, 首先你要檢討自己本身有沒有問題, 如果沒有,那你就要審視一下自己的眼光了, 為什麼每次壞人總被你碰到? www.6park.com

19. 有人說男人一旦變心,九頭牛也拉不回, 難道女人變心,九頭牛就拉得回來嗎? 男女之間只在生理上有差異,心理方面大同小異。 www.6park.com

20. 如果真愛一個人,就會心甘情願為他而改變。 如果一個人在你面前我行我素, 置你不喜歡的行為而不顧, 那麼他就是不愛你。 所以如果你不夠關心他或是他不夠關心你, 那麼你就不愛他或他不愛你, 而不要以為是自己本來就很粗心或相信他是一個粗心的人。 遇見自己真愛的人,懦夫也會變勇敢, 同理,粗心鬼也會變得細心。 www.6park.com

21. 彼此都有意而不說出來是愛情的最高境界。 因為這個時候兩人都在盡情的享受媚眼, 盡情的享受目光相對時的火熱心理, 盡情的享受手指相碰時的驚心動魄。 一旦說出來,味道會淡許多, 因為兩人同意以後,所有的行為都是已被許可, 已有心理準備的了,到最後漸漸會變得麻木。 www.6park.com

22. 一個蘿蔔一個坑,說的是婚姻情況。 事實上對於愛情來說,是不成立的, 優秀的人,不管男女,都會是一個蘿蔔好幾個坑。 所以這個世界天天上演著悲歡離合的故事。 www.6park.com

23. 有兩種女人很可愛, 一種是媽媽型的, 很體貼人,很會照顧人,會把男人照顧的非常周到。 和這樣的女人在一起,會感覺到強烈的被愛。 還有一種是妹妹型的。 很膽小,很害羞,非常的依賴男人, 和這樣的女人在一起,會激發自己男人的個性的顯現。 比如打老鼠扛重物什麼的。 會常常想到去保護自己的小女人。 還有一種女人既不知道關心體貼人, 又從不向男人低頭示弱, 這樣的女人最讓男人無可奈何。 www.6park.com

24. 有外遇並非壞男人的專利,好男人一樣有, 所以當你遇到這樣的男人時,不要一棍子打死, 可以試著給一次機會,能改還是可以在一起的。 幾十年的感情不容易, 對於男人的偶爾出軌,有時候不必看得過重。 www.6park.com

25.都說一個成功的男人背後, 常常有一個默默無聞的支持他的女人, 那一個失敗的男人的背後, 是不是也常常有一個明明有聞的瞎搗亂的女人呢? www.6park.com

26.浪漫是什麼? 是送花? 雨中漫步? 樓前佇立不去? 如果兩人彼此傾心相愛, 什麼事都不做,靜靜相對都會感覺是浪漫的。 否則,即使兩人坐到月亮上拍拖...也覺得無聊。www.6park.com

A simple/common story

I am so free today, that i m going to post more!! read some articles online again, and lets share:

有那么一对情侣.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.男孩很聪明,也很懂事,最主要的一点.幽默感很强.总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式.女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情. 他们一直相处不错,女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,说男孩象自己的亲人.  男孩对女孩爱甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每当吵架的时候,男孩都会说是自己不好,自己的错.即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,他也这么说.他不想让女孩生气.     

就这样过了5年,男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.  有一个周末,女孩出门办事,男孩本来打算去找女孩,但是一听说她有事,就打消了这个念头.他在家里呆了一天,他没有联系女孩,他觉得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打扰他.  谁知女孩在忙的时候,还想着男孩,可是一天没有接到男孩的消息,她很生气.晚上回家后,发了条信息给男孩,话说得很重.甚至提到了分手.当时是晚上12点.  男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,都给挂断了.打家里电话没人接,猜想是女孩把电话线拔了.男孩抓起衣服就出门了,他要去女孩家.当时是12点25.  女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话,从手机打来的,她又给挂断了.  一夜无话.男孩没有再给女孩打电话. 第2天,女孩接到男孩母亲的电话,电话那边声泪俱下.男孩昨晚出了车祸.警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急,撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车.救护车到的时候,人已经不行了.  女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是再后悔也没有用了.她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.  女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场,她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方.车已经撞得完全不成样子.方向盘上,仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.  男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩,钱包,手表,还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机.女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张.  当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,手表的指针停在12点35分附近.     女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话,而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接.男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了,他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.  女孩永远不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么.女孩也明白,不会再有人会比这个男孩,更爱她了!     
  
爱上一个人的7个预兆     
1.当你正在忙时,却把手机开著,等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了     
2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了     
3.当你和她/他在一起时,你会假装不注意他,但是当她离/他开你的视线时,你会急著寻找她/他...你已经爱上她了     
4.当她/他受伤或生病时,你会很关心她,替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了     
5.当她/他和别人要好时,你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上她了     
6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时,你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她/他了........................................    
7.当你看到这篇文章时,心里想到某个人 www.6park.com

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Let's share some health tips

Maybe coz i m getting older, year by year, so I become more health-conscious; or perhaps after some detox, I found that its really pleasant to have a healthy lifestyle and be more conscious of your body. So I hope my frens and I can share some healthy tips on this post, just post your habits/diets here, and we can have a 'mini discussion'.

Let me start with mine:

1. A glass of water every morn, after brushing my teeth. Usually I am only satisfied after 2 glasses.

2. An apple a day, usually after breakfast. Coupled with yoghurt.

3. Honey with lemon, i try to have it on alternate days in the morn, if i remember :P

4. Every meal, only 50-60% full and eat super slowly (recently, mommy is complaining i eat too little!). No fried food, no fatty skin, no white rice (i try). My vice is i like milk tea (Teh-C). No soft drinks (whats so nice abt the gases..haha)! Another vice: chocolates, i restrict to one piece per month, so i eat selectively.

5. Half a glass of milk, with 3 spoons of Post-it cereals > yummy! I love birch museli too, but i only get it when i have breakfast at hotels (during holi) and not all hotels serve it good and tasty (Crown at Melbourne serves a fantastic one!!) > anyone can teach me how to home-make it?

6. Recently, i developed the habit of eating soupy things, like beehoon soup, fishball soup > coz it fills me faster and porridge is good too.

7. No 'white white' thing: white rice, white flour, white sugar > a bit hard, but i try.

8. No 'weird weird' food: by nature, i do not eat sotong, shell/clam-family, 'abnormal meat', no raw food, no lor mee/mee rebus (things with tons of gravy). Basically i only eat chicken breast/pork/beef/fish/prawn/crab/all veggie/all fruits.

9.Spa massage: this is one of the ways to keep to keep one glowing and rejuvenated. Can detox and destress the body too.

10. Foot massage: a must once a month! I used to be v scared, coz super ticklish. But after 1 try, woah!! I can't quit it!

11. Facial therapy: to primp and pamper my face. Every day makeup, monday to saturday, need to let it rest and 'renovate' it!

12. Yoga, pilates, brisk walk: have been doing it since JC, very addictive, esp yoga. Pilates is great too for toning the body w/o building bulk of muscles.

13. Red wine: i love to open a bottle to drink, ya..alone. Haha :) but since i m home, i can drink a bit more. Heard that drinking wine is good. My fave: Shiraz (a lot of frens commented that they do not like it, too dry/acidic/strong). Pinot Noir is good too :) > ppl who wanna drink with me, come come , i have a lot of reserves at home (some dated back to 1996...) :D

Come come, frens! Let's share and be on our way to a healthier and happier lifestyle!

Detox + cleansed = healthier = happier = satisfaction = contentment inside = glow on surface

Monday, January 15, 2007

Re-found pleasure

Recently, I picked up the habit of reading again. Was quite a fervant reader in my sec/jc days. I remembered that a group of us would buy books, read and exchange. We would read anytime, anywhere, during recess, class, labs etc. Ya, even during classes. Teachers would be teaching the boring concepts in front, and we would open our books on the tables, with novels below our desks and reading away (duckie, liwen > u all remember?). We read english novels, chinese love stories (remember the Qiong Yao days??). Haha :) In all, we had so much fun reading and discussing the novels. how i miss those days!! We can talk about the stories, characters etc during breaks, in betw classes and during boring lessons. *thinking back*

When I was in uni, i read more of notes and textbooks, but still manged to find time to read. During long breaks, in lib, when i am alone, i read, when i eat alone, i also read. While waiting for lects, i read too. Ya, i m a 'loner' la, i dun mix ard and talk talk, i read read. Haha, but i really enjoy the books and what genre i read, depends on my mood at that time. Usually i read romance + thrillers, like Judith McNaught, Amy Tan, Adeline Yen Mah etc. Literary novels are a must since i take a lot of chinese lit and history modules (FYI, i'm an engi student), and i love reading those poems and prose. Haha :D When i m free, i ll go to bookstores, my fave is Kino at Taka (hahaha) and read, even mags and little novels make me happy.

When I started working, I had no more time to read, no more energy. all i wanna do everyday aft work is to exercise and sweat, bath, eat and watch tv. Its really a no-brainer affair everyday, and if i m not home, i m out with frens, eating and drinking. I read more junk mags, instead of books. As time passes, it makes me feel empty and brainless. I dun get any 'replenishment' for my brain and soul, i feel i have no knowledge and in all, became a shallow person. Recently, with the lack of tv shows, and dates, I stayed home more (i was a more homely person all along) and began to pick up my books again. Wow, i was surprised, though my reading speed isnt as b4, i can still finish a book in 3 days! Hoho :)

What did i read?
> For One More Day by Mitch Albom
> Every Breath You Take by Judith McNaught
> A Thousand Pieces of Gold by Adeline Yen Mah
> The Soong Dynasty by Seagrave

Upcoming books:
> ... (cant remember, i bought a lot to put in my drawers, but cant remember wat are the titles :P)

Actually, I read quite a variety of books and it depends on which genre i would like to indulge in each day, each night before i sleep. Hence I had to have a few diff types to choose from (ya, i m picky and ever-changing la, Mom used to comment that I will grow tired of a person aft a few months :P But i guess that is different la!).

I love these books and have finished Every Breath You Take, perhaps i can do a short review of it in my next post :)

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Change in interest

Sometimes when you are not into something, you dun actually realize that you do not like it.
Sometimes when you actually start doing something, you realize that you love it.

I found the new love of my life, have you?

PS: for ppl out there, who are concerned abt me, my new love is definitely not a living person. *winkz* Haha :P Just wish me luck is securing this new love :)

Saturday, January 13, 2007

不完整

有一个人说: "从今天起,我不要疼爱你,我只要关心你,这是对你的责任而已。"

我想说: "如果没有疼爱,我宁愿不要关心。我不要不完整,若不疼爱,我宁愿不要被关心。"

我要快乐

A song from A*Mei (Zhang Hui Mei):

<我要快乐>
又被爱伤了一遍 无所谓 当作成长
刚刚走开的人 烟还点着 味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有

**我要快乐 我要能睡得安稳
有些人 不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨 我早应该割舍
我要快乐 哪怕笑得再大声
心不是热的 全都是假的 只有眼泪 是真的

把从前想了一遍 谢谢了 伤我的人
想做乐观的人 每种雨声 听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有

Repeat **

I like this song, aptly describe my thoughts: 我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多

Some ppl may look good on surface, lotsa support and love from parents, family & frens. But in their hearts, they know its not true. Alone, they are always alone, always dependant on themselves. When faced with critical issues/situations, who can they depend on? Only themselves. As a saying goes, '子非鱼,焉知鱼快乐乎?' ---> you are not me, how can you judge whether I am a happy person. There is no such thing in the world as 'you should be a happy person wat, what's there to be unhappy about?' --> do not judge ppl when you are not them.

I closed myself once, then opened up again, but so many things happen, and all the problems point to one fact: to avoid these, i must not be open, cannot be myself, cannot reveal my thoughts, cannot do things and talk freely. Once, I did what ppl told me to, be whom each of them like; then I felt fake, I decided to change, and be whom I want to be, let them accept who I am. But it turns out to be worse, they dislike me for whom I am, create problems for me, cannot accept that I am different, think that i have changed. Indeed, I changed backto who I actually am.

I decided to shut myself again. Not that I want, but the situation calls for it.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Suddenly I understand/realize...

Today is a gloomy and rainy day, but the sun in my heart is shining brightly! :D

Today is a good day, I have sorted out my thoughts, after so many unhappy days. I know my aim, direction in life, I know who is good to me, who are just hypocrites to me.

In no sequence of preference (except for first one):

Thank you Papa and Mama, for supporting me, though sometimes you get so pek chek and start to scold me, which is not a pleasant thing (at least brought me to my senses).

Thank you Duckie, for teaching me to stay calm, and as long as I feel i have not done wrong, I shld not care what others say.

Thank you Kuah, for listening to me all along (regardless of the time and day) and telling me to be myself, no need to please everyone.

Thank you Edwin, for always being there to receive my talking, and 'cursing' ppl (yes, Evelyn is not exactly that demure) with me (haha :D) and then telling me not to worry, coz you will always be there to listen and help. You are my one and only brother.

Thank you Jie, for sharing with my junior's stories and making me laugh, for listening to me patiently even when you are so tied up.

Thank you Shufen, for giving me advice (especially last Sunday) and telling me some theories, your blog has always been an inspiration.

Thank you Fren (Tingting), who always talk funy things with me, and always joke/make me laugh. But listen attentatively when I talk abt serious things :P

Thank you Jingyuan, for being there when I need frens, and for constantly asking how i am doing (little gestures always make me a happy person).

Thank you Sarah, for calling me and other than work, chat with me. Insights and little stories from you always make me feel happier and more thoughtful, you dunno how much it means to me to have sharing sessions with you in betw work, it certainly helps to destress.

Thats all! I begin to understand a bit more of who are the true ppl/frens and real confidates are more impt than mere accquaintances. This is not a post to express my happiness/angriness, but to thank ppl who love and help me so much. And a reminder to myself, of what I promised to do today, tomorrow, whole of 2007 and whole of my life.

Love
your piggy ^_^

PS: I have reviews of movies "Battle of the Wits" and "Curse of the Golden Flower". Hmmm..Jay Chou is good... :P Muahahaha

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Be myself

A fren, a dear fren, told me today: Dun try to please everyone lah, be yourself.

This simple statement brought tears to me, stinging my eyes. Plus I experienced tumultous things over this terrible wkend. Everything just adds up.

Ya, human gets too complicated, thinking and guessing wat others say. Contemplating and reading every single word too much, it makes human r/s more complex and ppl unhappier. Maybe we will be happier if life is simpler. Ancient sages have the definition and idea of an ideal society, where everyone loves everyone, treats ppl like their own, 老吾老以及人之老,幼吾幼以及人之幼, we dun make guesses abt wat ppl think, we do not think too much abt wat ppl say.

Now, in society and my own family, we do not practice that. We guess each other's feelings, we play with words, we will misunderstand and scold ppl w/o asking properly, we will not appreciate ppl ard us, we do not rem their bdays and be nice, we do not even bother to treat them sincerely and with truth. We hide our feelings, we lie, we schemed and we bicker. This is the society we are in, and it makes me sad. Sad because we do not forgive and forget, we rem wat ppl do to us and rem for life, we do not appreciate small things ard us. We do not even treasure the little things life has brought to us.

Today is a sunny day, the wind is blowing and the trees are swaying. I open my windows wide, close my eyes and feel the breeze. Surprisingly I can even hear the rustling of the trees, chirping of the birds. Nature brought a lot of good things to us, why is it that we, humans, do not slow down, close our eyes and listen?? Listen to the sounds, listen to your heart. What does it tells you?

My heart to me, 'Shihan, you are tired, you have too much to bear. Why can't you be urself, no hate, no love, no regrets, no needs, no desire? Only when you can achieve these, you will be a happier person. Ya, art of talking and being politically right is impt, but wat do you really want to do? Who are you actually?'

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Prayers and sentiments

Heard some bad news recently. A relative fell ill, Doc said its minimal hope. This brought a lot of sentiments to me. Not long ago, someone close to me also fell ill but is on the way to recovery. Anybody can get ill, regardless of age, race, gender. Sigh :P

Life is fragile, unpredictable, full of ups and downs. When we are happy and lucky, we enjoy and smile. When we meet with setbacks, we would start to moan and groan our bad luck. But think of it, there are bound to be happy and unhappy times. Since we can be happy when in luck, we must also learn to accept when in dire straits. Life is fair, Heaven is fair.

Live life to its fullest, treasure every min, treasure every one. As in my previous post, we must consider ourselves lucky when we can wake up everyday, breathe the fresh air and are able to see and hear things. Then look ard, those things we have are not lost, ppl we love are still ard. This is how we shld live each day. Many ppl are more unfortunate than us, they are born with disabilities, some face prob at home and work, some live from end to end, w/o sufficient food and money. But they still can create happiness out of little things and be happy. So why can't we, healthy ppl, do so? Contented ppl are the happiest ppl on Earth. :)

From today and everyday onwards, I am going to tell Daddy and Mommy I love them, kiss them goodbye and goodnight. No more tantrums with them. This is my New Year resolution. Treasure my family and loved ones. What abt you? Have you told your family how much you love them?

Let me pray for my sick family members, may Heaven watch over them and bless them.