This morn was off to an awful start: I had another bout of lecture at 745am. Ok, out to make my life miserable ya...
But I was still in high spirits!! ARSENAL 2 MAN UTD 1 !!!!! Ok, you shld have guessed it by now..I am a soccer (Gunners only) fanatic. But hey hey, i am not guyish ok, still as womanly as ever, and i do not curse/swear during matches. Hoho :) I just adore the Gunners, their sleek passing, flowing movements, graceful and pinpoint passes, with their population of youngeters who posses brain and brawn, and of coz, they are guided by the "king" -- Henry. Woah!! :P
Today, i managed to eat some solid food, my first proper meal in 3 days. Have not been eating since Sat, and I only survived on water and some mouthfuls in betw. Cant really eat and I am not on some crash diet ok..Just that my mood and atm do not permit me to eat. With harsh words, dagger sharp sentences, misinterpretations and unreasonable reasoning, i guess no human can eat properly, unless they are deaf..haha :P Weigh myself y'day: 65kg only. Dropped another kg. Ya,,ought to be happy la, but its v unhealthy coz i dun eat and of coz i lose weight!
I pray to Heaven to give me strength and sanity to get through these times, to help and guide me along the path.
Come to think of it, ya, my fault la. But i apologized, repented and blah blah already, so why must harp on it? Those ppl who know what happen, u tell me, is it such a big issue? Got so serious or not?!?!?!?? Some just do not understand my basic character and way of doing things, in short, they do not trust me. What an irony!
But i am thankful that in difficult times, when simple things seem impossible, one person will always stand by me (a lot others do too, but not always), and guide me along patiently but firmly.
Thank you, Daddy. You really have my utmost respect and I love you very much :)
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Good words.
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